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Tuesday, 24 January 2012

  • winter?

    We are having the weirdest weather ever, cold in october warm in november and rain...tons of it
    i'm still in the country so good thing i have 4wd cause its muddy as heck.  Still missing alaska wish like hell i was back there i loved the job there and the people r awesome and so freakin gorgeous.  and i hate this state.  only thing keeping me here is the kids can't talk em into moving.
     

Monday, 16 January 2012

  • f_ck

     

    • When is “Fuck” Acceptable?


      There are only Twelve times in history when the “F” word has been considered acceptable for use.


      They are as follows:


      12.) “What the fuck do you mean we are sinking?”

      --Captain E.J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912


      11.) “What the fuck was that?”

      --Mayor of Hiroshima, 1945


      10.) “Where did all those fucking Indians come from?”

      --Custer, 1877


      9.) “Any fucking idiot could understand that.”

      --Einstein, 1938


      8.) “It does so fucking look like her!”

      --Picasso, 1926


      7.) “How the fuck did you work that out?”

      --Pythagoras, 126 B.C


      6.) “You want what on the fucking ceiling?”

      --Michelangelo, 1566


      5.) “Where the fuck are we?”

      --Amelia Earhart, 1937


      4.) “Scattered fucking showers, my ass!”

      --Noah, 4314 B.C


      3.) “Aw c’mon. Who the fuck is going to find out?”

      --Bill Clinton, 1998


      2.) “Geez, I didn’t think they would get this fucking mad.”

      --Saddam Hussein, 2003

      1.) "Bush Jr. is President again? We're Fucked!"

      --American Public, 2004
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      never been much for the F word but i thought this was pretty spot on

    • sometimes there is just no other word in the english vocabulary that quite hits the mark ;P

     

Thursday, 01 December 2011

  • thoughts

    Alot has happened since i wrote last...i moved to Alaska briefly for 6 months ...don't regret it at all it was a fabulous opportunity and i am so glad i did....back since march in WV where i'm surrounded by all i cannot be a part of and all those whose lives i am no longer welcome in...still trying to connect to my children while they grow and change...the last one at home being the most difficult of course no shock there...like severing my limbs off being out of touch with her...but we are both adjusting to new lives...

    in a place in my life that is both restricting and liberating at the same time ...i have learned alot about how spoiled i have been in my life and how little "things" matter to me ultimately...

    so many things i still have to learn... and so many things i will always miss...and amazed at the love i still possess

    ah the heart...swiss cheese at best

    still the sun does rise and i breathe in life and sleep

Saturday, 20 June 2009

  • Hope abounds

    New hope abounds as i take a shaky step forward from my comfort zone such as it is and attempt to put my life on sturdier footing.  I have applied for a great job and i have passed to major hurdles already a typing test and an assessment test...now i await the call for an interview so much is riding on this job i can't even think about that...or i will screw it up for sure...no support system except kate of course but she is exstatic even though she is in another state right now, how i love that kid.  I have been skating on thin ice for way too long, terrified to move forward and so unsure of every step i take, i don't think my heartsteps will be well received any longer, its strange how one's baby steps are not tolerated in kind, i only assume this because i have no proof otherwise, he checks the site often but not my profile so he's looking but not looking for me, my heart has always been there, its my head that won't shut the hell up, i want so badly to be in my safe harbor even though i'm sure there is a tempest going on there it would be a comfort to ride it out.  Wrong to "live" in my past life, and "exist" in my current one...only time will tell.

    No idea what my steps will take me toward now, just can't keep dog paddling.

    good thing we don't retain those baby step fears as we grow cause now i understand how perilizing they can be...

Friday, 19 December 2008

darkat65

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    • Name: Kat
    • Location: Parkersburg, West Virginia, United States
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/3/2005

About Me

  • I am first of all the mother of 3 grown children. I was born in Florida and grew up in WV. Raised in the city my grandmother was my saving grace in so many ways, i find myself in the country now embracing a foreign way of life full of mud and 4x4's flannels and good people. I'm struck at times at the diverse life i have heretofore led and yet so much more is out there to experience if only i have the patience...

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